Back in May I had a hard fall. A cane just wasn't enough to make it through the day anymore. My father found a barely used, like new walker for free.

I was grateful that what I needed most showed up in my life right when I needed it. The only problem... it looked so old. It feels surreal enough, needing a walker at 27, but it just made me feel so feeble. I knew something had to change. I had already learned the value of having a walking aid that inspired confidence.

I don't get attached to things easily, but I was heartbroken when my cane was stolen earlier this year. Why? When I first collapsed on Main Street a few years ago I was afraid I had lost what little autonomy I had left. But a friend sent me the most beautiful wooden spiral cane. I could move again. When people saw it, they would remark on how beautiful it was and then it was an easy transition into a conversation of why I needed it.

Otherwise the conversation tends to go:

"What did you do to yourself?!"

"... I have several terrible diseases..."

Versus

"Oh, wow that is so cool! Can I see it? How was it made? Are you ok?"

"It is beautiful isn't it! I'm a badass, chronically ill girl bringing awareness, style and awesomeness to the world", or something like that.

I knew I wanted my walker to be beautiful, to reflect my style and spirit as much as it helps support my body and independence.

I was surprised that I couldn't find any cool walkers online. Maybe that shouldn't be surprising but I've seen artists turn things like medical helmets and back braces into some of the most incredible functional art pieces. I decided it was worth a try.

I sketched out my original design in the hospital before my port replacement. I found a material that was light and durable. I made full size patterns of my walker and design. And then did a lot of problem solving, editing and learning.

Now I have a cool walker that stands out. It's not like people weren't going to notice I was using one. I've loved the support and feedback so far. I may just have to make another one :)